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What Leslie did to my family...


Diedre Quintana...my beautiful 17 yr old daughter wrote this poem on St.Patricks Day 2001... UNTITLED... I need this time ...I spend with you. ...Its blissful....its fun.....tis true... .I hate it here...but not much I do ... .can prove it that....I do love you..... .She can take my freedom,yes.....but she causes my life a mess.....I love you MOTHER, ....nothings changed!!....just think of it this way.....WE ARE NOT DERANGED...These chains that hold me...break so easily.... but new ones come and go....I go thru them like kids do socks...so what do I have to show? ....I am not bad ....I am not mean....... I dont need this...the truth is unseen.... everything is gone...my family and friends ......the fear of us not re-uniting and making amends is so strong.......... I love the time I spend with you.... its blissful....is fun....Its happy. ...tis true....I dont want anything more ...than to be with you....it will happen some day....I know....you know.......WE do.....(by D.Q.)

BITCH

I'm sick and tired of being used,

I told you that once before,

but what I said didnt seem to matter

you still thought I was a whore

you thought you could get a piece

and steal my heart away you told me your lies

and told me I should stay you knew my heart

was NOT in your hands but was getting there piece by piece

I moved slowly closer to who I thought

would treat me like a masterpiece I came by to see you

but you acted like an ass you acted like you didnt know me like you were upper class

that really hurt me deep inside How could you do such a thing?

just because I left you, doesnt mean you cant treat me like a human being!!

(by D.Q.)

Untitled..

I'm in so much pain,

but people just dont care,

they dont want to see it,

they dont "feel like it"

they dont want to know

I'm not important

and they agree

I want to stop feeling

this agony that runs

thru my veins

like heroine to Kurt Cobain

I cry , I hurt, I mourn,

I am nothing and

will not be anything,

and no-one cares.


THINK HARD

I gave up the idea of sleep

several hours ago

thoughts of you cross my mind

keep me up still, even tomorrow

walking in circles in the vessels of my mind

staring blankly at the wall

living in darkness in my soul

waiting for the sky to fall

in on me

pictures of you, photos of others

I know which one is best

the one I stop to look at more than the rest

banging my head against the wall

feeling no pain in my head

but I know the pain is there.


FOR ALWAYS

If we help each other out along the way

then maybe everything will be OK

who decides if you'll succeed?

Who decides those things you want and need?

Looking back on all those times together

All the smiles, all the tears

I never want to see those smiles fade

What have we done?? What can we do?

we search our whole life for the truth

for always and always and always

I know sometimes we'll disagree

but no-one here can absolutely see

we're all just learning as we go

theres something in this world we just dont know.

THE SPACE AROUND ME

The space around me

seems to be fading

the essence of good and evil

apparently are mating

the air is caving in

and leaving me high and dry

with nothing left to hang on to

but I dont know exactly why

I feel absent of acknowledgement

and I am stripped of my right to speak

I once was strong with words of wisdom

but now have grown very weak

It fades away as time has passed

It seems to be buried deep

I try to reveal it with much effort

but its afraid to come out until I sleep

My words of wisdom have done no good

so now what do I do?

I find my true self slowly drifting

reconsidering what I thought I knew

The space around me

seems to be fading

the essence of good and evil

apparently are mating.

Theres more from Diedre....
her pain does not end here...oh no...
As long as evil holds our family in its grip
The pain continues....here are more her poems....
Written thru-out the summer of 2001...

Doesnt this look JUST like her???

Yet more of Diedre's tragic pain!!
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