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I
know now that I will never get the Boy Wonder. Don't be sick of me please,
I know now it's true... I once thought maybe we would end up together
because I loved him so much, but that turns out not to be enough - I
have lost him to "higher" things, he has never been in my
league really, anyway. I will die wondering how well we would have done
and there's time to fix it NOW before the end confronts my tear-streaked
face but there is no POINT no FUTURE nothing but racking sobs and small
hurts and resorting to being him to obtain him... that is how my life
will end, nothing ventured, nothing gained, a whole world lost amidst
a reassuring echo that says emptily "well at least you had a mind."
WASTED ON ME UNLESS I CHANGE
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This
was written for a guy I (surprise!) fell for in high school. It was
sadly, pathetically unrequited; and this came at the end of my seventh
form year when I FINALLY realised it was never going to happen, and
it was probably about time I started studying. It's abridged because
he had access to the last site this was stored on, and I wasn't all
that keen for him to read about himself.
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